Wow, so many emotions have happened in the past couple days. I have decided that I am not going to go to cosmotology school this fall. Although this is something that I have wanted to do for many years, I really feel that God is telling me it isn't the right time. I had an extremely bad anxiety attack on Tuesday and Wednesday, the more I hashed things out and the more I talked about not going, the better I felt. When I would talk about going and the "plan" that we had, my anxiety would strengthen. Since I made the final decision, I slept like a baby last night and I feel great today.
Now, I have to tell some truth. We still don't have a named picked out if the baby is a girl. Everytime I think a name is great, the next day I don't like it. There just isn't a name that pops out. So any ideas would be wonderful. Please don't get offended if we don't decide on a name you like, but please throw some ideas out there. We need all the help we can get with this one.